no one will understand why my 16th birthday means a lot to me, and no one ever will.
this might be my last, and i want it to be something i will never forget.
i want everything to be gone, and just a memory.
something i could look back and learn from.
i’ve never felt so stupid, just having feelings and emotions for someone who doesn’t give a fuck about me.
i’m not in love, and i don’t want to be with him.
i don’t understand why i feel this way about a person who i’ve never been in a relationship with nor, had some type of “thing”.
maybe if you told me everything to my face, everything would go away.
i just wanna know the truth, instead of wondering what could’ve been.
i honestly just wan to be D O N E with you.
i don’t want to think about you all the time, i just want to let go.
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Omg. This made me cry. Bless this girl.
i always wished my brother and i were really close.
since we’re 18 years apart, it’s kinda hard to talk to him since he has a life of his own in Grand Rapids.
we were never really close when i was younger either, it’s like we talk every once in a blue moon.
i feel like my mom tries to make him more like a father to me.
when we do talk, i’m either asking him for something or just because my mom makes me.
we’re completely two different people, and my mom never accepts that.
